那些說不出口的話。

多人很好玩
Party很好玩
當客人很好玩
跟朋友一起被玩很有趣

可是

更想要完全專注與被專注
心思只放在一個角色上，做好這個角色就好
想要在懷裡撒嬌
在擁抱中直接吐露一句句心情與想法
想要怎麼對待與被對待
像是在講悄悄話

想要完全地交出自己 毫無保留
想要慎重的 不被打擾的
表達自己
那些不會輕易做出的 舉止
那些不是隨便給出的 情慾
那些藏在心中深處的 感性

After playing so many times, I found that having other friends to play with together is fun, but I enjoy playing with just you (or you two) more. 

I need to focus on playing the submissive role  instead of being distracted by others reactions. 

I want to concentrate on the tasks you ask me to do and serving you.

I like to be held in your arms, 

tell you my feelings and thoughts, 

and discuss how I should be used with you.

I want to give myself over to you

without hiding anything

I want to be serious and not being disturbed

displaying myself to you

those conducts I won't do easily

those lust and feelings I have only for you

those sensibilities hidden deep inside